I is not getting enough me time/sleepy time.
I think when I get super busy with school I start staying up later because I haven’t had any time to relax alone doing things I like all day so I need that, but then I always end up sacrificing my poor sleep for it and I end up just as stressed because I’m so tired!
Blaaaaah. Balance you are such a bitch!
One day, soon I hope, I will figure that whole balancing act out.
Until then, no sleep when I’m stressed/busy!
Today, the plan.
I reminder of all the shit I need to do today.
- Get up, get dressed, eat food, pack food, bus to school
- Drop off cupcakes at bake sale, go to class, eat lunch, go back to bake sale and table sit for an hour
- Go to vertigo and study up a storm- readings for fem theory paper + finish content analysis for qualt. methods, start research report using proposal, figure out interviews(!!!)
- Eat something at some point during this time. Do some reading for quant. research methods. Then read some more and finally probably go home, around now-ish. So like 10:45.
Annnnnd that is Friday. Yay!
Anyone wanting to a) study with me may, but no conversation, just music, or b) buy some delicious baked goods with all the money going towards swing dance will find me in Clearihue from 12-1! Exciting day.
And now I am totally and utterly exhausted.
My week/life/existence just got so so busy.
Must arrange interviews with body positive bloggers in my city for my research project.
So fucking nervy about this. I just need to half hour interviews but I’m not sure what the right approach is in asking people, if there are actually two bloggers willing to do an interview in my city and if I can get them done in time to do the rest of the research!
And on top of that I now have this awful cold and I can’t really arrange interviews with strangers while I’m sick… plus they’re going to be recorded. Not happy, not happy at all. :(
So stressed about this project.
Anyway. Enough of that.
If you know anyone in Victoria, BC who blogs about body positivity & feminism & self love & fat feminism and they are willing to do any interview maybe just get them to contact me for details. I mean I’ve already got people in mind, but I’m worried they’ll be unwilling or too busy.
I just need two people!
Why does school start so soon?
I only have today to go buy all the stuff I need…
And I’m still in bed.
I can tell today is going to be very productive.
Also, I want that damn tattoo, but there is no way I’m going alone… and everyone seems to be busy. Ugh.
School and social life must be balanced.
I cannot keep spending my social life just using social media.
There is nothing satisfying about this and I haven’t seen some of my friends in ages and ages.
Also, my roommate is making me a bit crazy this week with her constant judging and worrying. It’s getting tiresome. I can handle myself thanks. I need a friend in her, not a mother and she’s sorta acting like my mom.
Ugh. But I mad loves her and I don’t wanna hurt her feelings.
Anyway I started actually hanging out with people this week and it made me feel so much better. I’ve also got studying done too so it’s working! Balance is almost achieved… now if I can keep the studying half of things up then this will be a success.
Busy busy busy.
No time for tumbling today… Probably not till tomorrow or Sunday. I’ll schedule in some tumbling than.